whimsical

whimsical. the word is whimsical. can an expression be whimsical? it is used to describe behavior in this case. subject to erratic behavior or unpredictable change. hmm, probably in the case of the case which i am relating to, is it possible to have a whimsical expression. it will describe the setting, not the expression. for example, death.

welcome, to the annual meeting of people who annually meet. Classic.

Did i miss 60B? Did i miss 60B?!? DID I MISS 60B?!?!

lately. i have been thinking. of my thoughts of my thinking. i should be a thinker when i grow up. i dont want to be a rockstar/indian when i grow up.

Attitude. is very important. listen up kids. i will give you some tips on how to have good attitude.
1. Dont have bad attitude.
2. When you are pissed, just shut up. Because the moment you open your mouth, you will say something stupid, which may fuck you up.
3. When you are pissed, please fucking calm down, sit down, and think. With your bloody brain. not with your heart please. emotion is your worst enemy at this point.
4. Smile. Even when you are in the wrong.
5. Think very ahead, think of what you want to do with your life, in relation to what you are doing now, it will certainly wake you up and you will change your attitude, if you have thought about it long enough, trust me.
6. Just buy my book which i am going to publish in 7 years time, and read it.

i talked to this guy one day. He was like an introvert to the power to 3. Its really of a huge magnitude. so i was like providing solutions to him. i was like ' dude, erm go join a sport, a club or something'. i wanted to say get a life, but then again, who am i to tell him that, its not like i have one anyway. so he was like 'nope, im 20 and i am at a crossroad in my life now, no one wants to speak to me etc.... people give me wierd looks etc.' i was thinking to myself, wow this guy has got issues man. Later i found out that he was disfigured in an animal attack. An attack by a grizzly bear in canada, which took the life of his dad. He is american btw. His dad was a hunter. so yeah. his mom is paralysed and dying in the hospital somewhere in the states. so he was like living alone in the sierra nevada mountain range. near california. he lives in a log cabin, he is actually a hunter/culler. his job there is to cull animals to control the population. there are bears, mountain lions etc. so he was like telling me about his life, lifestyle, and how he view life and lived his life. he is not driven by normal wants of society norm. maybe because he is not part of society? anyway it was a great insightful conversation.


i want to be a farmer. because all i'll ever worry about is whether my fridge has enough space to store my milk. damn. life sucks huh.

whimsical.

wake up, go school, study, football/futsal.
wake up, go school, study, football/futsal.
wake up, go school, study, football/futsal.
thats whats happening for half the week for my past two weeks. its great man. doing what i love.
plus, i get to sleep at least 10 hours per night. average is around 11 to 12 hours. shiok man. when you get so tired, woo. the best sleep in a long while.

and there is this song thats playing on ultimate repeat in my head. its a nice song man. its swedish btw.