Saturday, January 17, 2009

hmmm, no title i guess.

everyday kb for what sia. no dai ji also kb. there is always something to get angry about what. -.- i am actually quite happy, until everyday you get angry. kao. i seriously got no comments.

zai la, you got a black shirt. and i dont. mines white fyi.

okay enough of not typing usually.

i feel life would be much more appreaciated if the whole world stood still in the late 1960s or early 1970s. where there were no computers, cell phones, and efficient transportation and communication channels. we could do whatever we wanted without being slaves to technology. you look at the average teen today, without internet, mobile phones and stuff. equates to torture. which apparently i do not share any sentiments. i am okay with not using technology. walking home and stuff. whatever happened to the good old days of catching spiders, playing hide and seek, just being out in the open and doing just about anything under the sun. now. we need a reason to go out. now, parents care too much. psp(s)' i put the bracket because it would look wierd without it. handphones. ipods, laptops, nitendos and what else? this generation will breed incompetentcy, laziness, dependance.

wait a tick. is this the good life which you envision? being able to 'relax'. relax nowadays means doing nothing. last time it meant doing something which you enjoy, something which helps you relieve stress. or maybe the good life not usually understood till lived past it. for example, doing something fufilling. or maybe had a normal childhood. okay normal childhood is also very subjective. whether you want your kids to develop by themselves with abit of guidance here and there, so that maybe sometimes they can learn the hard way. OR maybe you want your kids to be theoretically aware. by which i mean knowing, but not learning it through the hard way. for example, telling your kid the iron is hot, and that he should never touch it. maybe even punishing him for even going near it. but will he ever know how hot the iron is or was? he would not know the degree of which, how telling him that the iron is hot will be able to compensate for his/her real experience of how hot the iron is?

maybe i will publish a book on a guide to life. like seriously.

i actually want to experience life without technology. like how i would date a girl. without smsing. I hate to talk stuff over sms/instant messaging. because i feel that it is rude, it does not convey the actual meaning/point. it might also lead to misunderstandings. i find love letters very romantic. not the chinese delicacy. a person can express his/her feelings within a written letter. how the words are written. the author's own handwriting. not comic sans or Times new roman or whatever. its so personalized. dont you guys agree? its a rhetorical question.

dead end. till next time.

oh ya i want to add. double standards are no good. seriously. you only hurt yourself. let it go. if you really love a person. you will let it go.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

thursday.

wa lannnnnnn.... ankle injured again. same one sommore. the stupid malay la. everytime is malay. wa lan. zam zam zam. so noob. i off form also can own you. then later the malay twin came to me and say" wa you every good ah. you play like van persie. but the face look like robben. " -___-
HAHA. im flattered when compared to van persie. because i like him alot and he is good. but i feel insulted when compared to robben. piece of shit.

no more playing for a month..... also good la, exams coming liao, no choice, cant play. Hahaha..

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

hang me(n)

the words are C O M F O R T and A S S U R E .

don't worry. i know them well.


-2311

Monday, January 5, 2009

random thoughts.

there are some things going on lately. such as people dying and stuff. it doesnt really affect you because you don't emphatise with them such as the dead citizens of sillypore. in where. oh the santika club. the mumbai terror attack where a young lady was killed. dude i was like yeah. whatever. such things happen. then when i saw the interview with the husband on channel 5 news, i wanted to cry. it was so saddening that this sort of thing happened. to this individual. maybe because it was her lifestage?... yeah she just got married a year earlier. poor husband. holy fucking shit. shit happens man. anyway i wish the husband all the best.

there was this comment that i read which commented (duh, it was a comment) that we should put things into perspective. maybe there was too much hype over this fellow dead singaporean. why? because she was a lawyer. maybe because she young and pretty. maybe because she was chinese. wait a tick. i'm being serious. maybe the last point isnt so important or relavent. but yeah i do agree with the commentator (he's called commentator because he commented). that if it were a older, poorer person with let say, with odd jobs. there wouldn't be as much publicity and hype, as i would put it.

maybe the majority of singaporeans ARE chinese. They are generally well-to-do, with more esteemed jobs higher up the social ladder. not saying that those lower ranked are not decent jobs. so thats why there is so much publicity and hype, because it relates to the majority of singaporeans.

someone told me once that jobs such as onion peelers, hawkers, taxi drivers etc are ______jobs. i forgot what the blank was. but yeah, it referred to being lower class. i was actually quite appalled by what the person had said. i mean, these are all decent jobs my friend, all these people are trying to make a living here, nothing to be ashamed off. unless you rob or steal or con for a living. these people are all trying to make ends meet, feed their families dude. respect.

someone else told me that education is not as important.(look here, there is an "as" in that sentence.) and that what matters in life is to do what you want, what makes you happy. and then he told me about his perspective on life. it was quite an insightful experience. never have i met anyone around my age as mature as this person.

what do i think of this year 2009?
uncertainties. with attachment. with not very good grades. hah..i'm aiming for the 4th uni in changi. be the pioneer batch.
economy wise. will be quite slow. inflation will fall. prices would be quite constant generally. dont listen to what the newspapers say.

resolutions
stand by my no breakup clause. its always not my idea to terminate the clause.
read 1 technical analysis book/ any forex theory book per week. although i would not achieve it. its a good unrealistic goal.
learn muay-thai this holiday. so i can beat up assholes who try to flirt with what's mine. and it also sounds better if you say this to other people,
"ooh, check my boyfriend out, he's good with football and fighting and protecting me, and he's good with his hands too with whatever that is attached to them."
than
"ooh, check my boyfriend out, he's good with football."

my train of thoughts suddenly stopped. later.



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Just come down to our booth at NP Orchard and look for the happy and satisfied people. Follow your ears.(we will explain this later)

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9th January 2009
10am - 6pm
NP Orchard (outside co-op, near library)

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Thursday, January 1, 2009

Happy 2009.

went for overnight cycling with friends. it was a great experience especially double biking baby around. hahaha... it was fun and i felt we bonded as a couple. yayy.