Thursday, October 1, 2009

the grid

the internet is literally a net. apart from the spelling. okay, lets try this.

we are living in two worlds, one virtual, reality. then when the lines get blurred, it becomes virtual reality. our habits are actually mirrored online. there are many issues to this development. we are spending increasing amount of time on unproductive stuff. for example, facebook and other stuff. then comes the lack of privacy. then comes information overload.

i have seen people spending the whole day on facebook doing nothing but playing games(read: restaurant city, some typing shitgame) and 'networking'. thats rubbish. behind the screen we become someone we are not. its sort of like an alterego, alternate persona or simply, an extension of ourselves. we do things that are unlike us, why. maybe its because that we dont have to account to anybody online. yet. *big brother is watching. Okay, we dont have to carry ourselves unlike in reality where everyone is watching you. you do notice that you enjoy doing things that may seem embarrassing in other eyes. for example, dancing along to music and stuff. or maybe talking to yourself aloud.

privacy is an issue on every anti tech advocate's mind, and there are articles on it every, dont think i have to say anything about this though,

information overload. yeah. you can get that. sometimes you get things thrown into your face, things you couldnt possibly care less. but yeah. it there. no one gives a shit what are you doing now, 5 mins ago, 5 hours ago. seriously, everyone has thier own bullshit lives to live. then there are things you dont wanna see. from fucked up shit to really really fucked up shit.

we all agree that we all need sometime to unwind and relax right, so do it. just (go) do it. im not advertising for nike here.even if i were, i wouldnt admit it readily, because then there is the issue of post credibility. but heck.

i foresee the next few tech giants would involve social networking to a certain extent. we consumers have really too much to choose from, there is market saturation of these tools, sooner or later, they are all going to look alike, and generally, these sites do not maintain their popularity for more than 5-6 years, they just die out and another app comes out. the initial name would be "the new (previous networking site's name)".

there comes a time where the internet gets boring. thats when you go off the grid.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

A post

oh, blogger seems to be working fine right now. finally they sorted out their issues. because it has been putting me off.

its funny huh, how the malaysians try to claim singaporean food as theirs. well, technically we were part of malaysia for about 3 years? so maybe being on the losing side and all, they would probably try to use this argument.

there are alot of issues pertaining to everything that i would not blog about, so actually it leaves me with actually nothing to blog about. so if you want me to blog or express my opinion on anything at all, just drop me a message.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

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Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Injuries you should never get. because of the pain factor. not because of what the injury might do to you, or prevent you from doing whatever you want to do.

pain level according to injury. 1 being the most painful. note that this is according to what i think and deduce from facial expressions of other people sustaining these injuries. not that i have experienced these injuries.

3. severe lacerations (google it if you dont know what it is. google the word laceration in google images, dont vomit over your keyboard.)
2. broken bones (ribcage, ankles, joint areas are very painful, as well as shin and other long bones. back bone doesn't count, because then, you can't feel pain anymore.)
1. burns. (3rd degree burns are the worst. arghh, just thinking of this gives me pain...)

till then, stay safe...

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Dream on.

A sunny day. Sentosa beckoned, as we packed our bags. We, the people of futsal with the inclusion of my parents, which i do not know why were on our way to sentosa, which apparently shifted to suntec city. funny. Who we were, Bernice, Jeannine, Peiyi, Jiawei, Thomas, the rest whom I have no recollection of, and I. There she stood, gleaming in the sun. A bottlenosed 20 plus seater jet. This jet had two engines which was mounted at its rear. The white paint was fresh as though it was a new jet. We boarded the private jet, and no, it was not mine. The plane took off, and we were on our way, to sentosa either at suntec city, or we stopped at suntec city before heading to sentosa island. We were sitting at the back seats smoking weed and stuff. Then we landed. At suntec city. I was like woah. That was quick. Singapore aint that big anyway. So i dont know why we landed, or that somehow, we landed on the beach. The coast was on the plane's right side. I got out of the plane with two other passengers, I couldn't remember who they were. Yeah, but we got out of the plane, the rest were still inside. I glanced around, palm trees swayed, the sand was warm and fuzzy and a breeze was blowing in from the sea. The sky was a tad cloudy. I wondered whether we were already at sentosa, depite having a strong intuition that this was in fact at suntec. But yeah, dont be stupid dude. There are no beaches at suntec... the closest things you have there are surf shops, which sell stuff totally unrelated to the business that their name suggests. Maybe a name swap had taken place, or now there is a place called suntec on sentosa.. Fine whatever.
I glanced up. At my angle of elevation, my head tilted up about 75 degrees. Five seconds later. BOOM!! Two passenger jets just collided in mid air. One of them had a red streak on its tail wing. Apparently, they just flew into one another from opposite directions. Instinctively I yelled " WHAT THE FUCK?!"
As my eyes widened and my mouth was gaping like, well... a gap? okay fine. The two planes exploded and came crashing down. Okay, the next part, sort of happened in like 8 seconds flat. You just read it first then try to read it in 8 seconds again, so you can experience what happened. One of the planes came crashing down onto the beach were our plane was stupidly parked. Okay the plane sort of crashed landed into the shallow waters and came straight as us. And I was at the right side of the plane, facing the coastline. Okay. wow. The lunging plane came real quick towards us, and from where we were situated, the wing of the plane was like a clothesline from hell, only thing that it was white and alot more bigger. Since i was in front, the would slice me in half before it touched our plane. oh crap, this time it wasn't instinct. Well, it was just sheer atheletic ability, i ran across the length of the plane, only thing was that I couldn't get around the plane in time. The wing came, I dived, and I dived into the path of the side landing gear of the downed place. Woosh!! The huge metallic chunk of death blew past me and stopped inches from the our plane with clowns inside smoking happily, oblivious to death just inches away. The landing gear brushed my hair, and screamed as it came to a halt. How I survived, I did not know, perhaps I did not jump fast enough, and as far enough to become beachkill. Or maybe.... i dont know. My heart was pumping itself out and I was like a broken radio. Yelling "HOLY SHIT!! What the fuck.." every 5 seconds.
I went round the plane. Everyone was like. "eh? what happened?"
Then it went black.
I opened my eyes, and my room embraced me.

Okay, back to the real world. why I decided to post this was that, I felt that this incident was coincidentally cool. Dream date : 2nd JULY, Wednesday night/Thursday morning.

Back home on Thursday, my sister said," uh another air crash?"
"yeah, yesterday, another air crash." my dad replied.
I was like, "huh? what air crash??"
Mom, "Eh you mean you know know about the air france crash?"
Me, "yeah i know, but it wasn't yesterday."
Dad, "Yesterday, there was another air crash."
My heart stopped for 1 second, 5 seconds was the night walk episode. wtf.

So you can see that I knew nothing of the crash that just occurred.

Went to check it out.

(CNN) -- Yemenia Airways is canceling all its flights between Yemen and the Comoros Islands after this week's crash on the same route, the airline said Saturday.

One more flight between Sanaa and Moroni is scheduled for Sunday, but all flights on the route are canceled after that, Yemenia said.

A Yemenia Airways Airbus 310 went down early Tuesday, carrying 142 passengers and 11 crew members. It originated in Yemen's capital, Sanaa, and went down just miles from Comoros' capital, Moroni.

One person, 13-year-old French girl Bahia Basari, survived for hours in the Indian Ocean clinging to the debris of the downed plane. She arrived home in France on Thursday, where she was reunited with her father.

She is the only known survivor from the crash, which killed her mother.

The Airbus 310 plane tried to land at the airport in Moroni, then made a U-turn before it crashed, Comoros Vice President Idi Nadhoim said.

The Comoros Islands are between the east African country of Tanzania and the island nation of Madagascar.

French and U.S. divers are helping to search for debris and bodies. The French military has detected a rescue beacon, but rescue workers say the wreckage is difficult to reach in deep waters.

The plane's data recorders have yet to be found, said Capt. Mohammed Abdel Rahman Abdel Qadir, a spokesman for Yemen's civil aviation department.

I cant upload any pics to blogger, Don't know what is wrong, maybe some bug or something. Anyway this is the picture of the plane that crashed. coincidence? maybe not... you decide.
http://www.cctv.com/program/newshour/20090702/107853.shtml

Monday, June 22, 2009

My apple rotted.

Camp was truly great. because of everything that we had been through together, it was very enriching and added levels to our mutual understanding.

lets play guess the song. HAHA. lame suckers, most of them couldnt guess the songs which i was playing. now lets try this. guess this song. its been stuck in me since camp.

(First 47secs of the song.)

Hiding from the rain and snow
trying to forget but i won't let go
looking at the crowded street
listening to my own heart beat
so many people all around the world
tell me where do i find someone like you girl

----------------------------------------------------------------

i lost my voice, and apparently i can zhao xia every word i speak. Its a joke by itself eh. with my voice, i won't need to tell jokes to many people laugh. esp.

so when i got home my parents made me wear a mask when we went out. and yeah, i drew many many many onlookers. this is what i looked like.



Good night. 375 camp pics and 10GB of camp video to upload. -____-

Sunday, May 24, 2009

whimsical

whimsical. the word is whimsical. can an expression be whimsical? it is used to describe behavior in this case. subject to erratic behavior or unpredictable change. hmm, probably in the case of the case which i am relating to, is it possible to have a whimsical expression. it will describe the setting, not the expression. for example, death.

welcome, to the annual meeting of people who annually meet. Classic.

Did i miss 60B? Did i miss 60B?!? DID I MISS 60B?!?!

lately. i have been thinking. of my thoughts of my thinking. i should be a thinker when i grow up. i dont want to be a rockstar/indian when i grow up.

Attitude. is very important. listen up kids. i will give you some tips on how to have good attitude.
1. Dont have bad attitude.
2. When you are pissed, just shut up. Because the moment you open your mouth, you will say something stupid, which may fuck you up.
3. When you are pissed, please fucking calm down, sit down, and think. With your bloody brain. not with your heart please. emotion is your worst enemy at this point.
4. Smile. Even when you are in the wrong.
5. Think very ahead, think of what you want to do with your life, in relation to what you are doing now, it will certainly wake you up and you will change your attitude, if you have thought about it long enough, trust me.
6. Just buy my book which i am going to publish in 7 years time, and read it.

i talked to this guy one day. He was like an introvert to the power to 3. Its really of a huge magnitude. so i was like providing solutions to him. i was like ' dude, erm go join a sport, a club or something'. i wanted to say get a life, but then again, who am i to tell him that, its not like i have one anyway. so he was like 'nope, im 20 and i am at a crossroad in my life now, no one wants to speak to me etc.... people give me wierd looks etc.' i was thinking to myself, wow this guy has got issues man. Later i found out that he was disfigured in an animal attack. An attack by a grizzly bear in canada, which took the life of his dad. He is american btw. His dad was a hunter. so yeah. his mom is paralysed and dying in the hospital somewhere in the states. so he was like living alone in the sierra nevada mountain range. near california. he lives in a log cabin, he is actually a hunter/culler. his job there is to cull animals to control the population. there are bears, mountain lions etc. so he was like telling me about his life, lifestyle, and how he view life and lived his life. he is not driven by normal wants of society norm. maybe because he is not part of society? anyway it was a great insightful conversation.


i want to be a farmer. because all i'll ever worry about is whether my fridge has enough space to store my milk. damn. life sucks huh.

whimsical.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

wake up, go school, study, football/futsal.
wake up, go school, study, football/futsal.
wake up, go school, study, football/futsal.
thats whats happening for half the week for my past two weeks. its great man. doing what i love.
plus, i get to sleep at least 10 hours per night. average is around 11 to 12 hours. shiok man. when you get so tired, woo. the best sleep in a long while.

and there is this song thats playing on ultimate repeat in my head. its a nice song man. its swedish btw.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

i love my tan. pun not intended.

wa, aziz, showed me a torres video, actually i dont watch him play, since maybe when he was still in althletico madrid. okay, he is effective. damn good la, i cant deny his clinical finishing. and his moves are all the same for all his goals, defenders are pretty stupid, always falling for his moves.

okay today got my form back. 8 goals in 3 matches. okay i shall stop here. HAHA. a man of a few words eh.

monday = filtering exercise.

we need a very big sieve to sieve out the ppl who can play and cannot. well, hence the name.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

BANGKOK BONKERS

well, Bangkok is under the state of emergency right now. the thai pm, Abhisit is being forced to take cover, and well, the asean summit was cancelled. wow. talk about stability huh. red shirts, aka the pro-thaksin supporters went aloof and rampaged throughtout bangkok. well, it if really come to this right, dude, just resign and you know, let democracy take over. Since you do not have the support of the people, there is no way you are going to hold on to power. the only way to do that is to establish a totalitarian dictatorship. so best way to recify the problem. is for Abhisit to resign. so that the economy will retain its strength. start over dude. get a job. sell t-shirts of something.

what comes to my mind when i think of Thailand?
1. muay thai
2. yellow
3. pineapples
4. buddha bless - (music)
5. king
6. bird tong chai

today is a happy day. ;)

Thursday, April 9, 2009

damn russians, i love them. they always have the answer to every problem. for the gaming world. thats for sure. im trying to update my cs to this protocol 48- cuz my old one was 47 and i couldnt play online. and yeah, couldnt find the patch. a simple exe was what my russian friend provided me. and solved my problem. all russians are my friends. hail mother russia. the providers of cracks and keygens that befall game capitalism. and russian chicks are hot. something to balance the cold winters they have in kremlin.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

borrrrrring.

thumb sprain. means i can only type with one hand. so i will do everything in point form.







alright. everything is in point form. goodnight.

Thursday, March 26, 2009


Looks like youtube got hacked eh... and i've received intel that i am one of the 3 guys in my class. thats the latest. initially, my balls dropped when i heard i was the only guy. 0.0 uh so scary.
ahh, this semester was pretty much okay, except for a few fucked up projects, but still managed to get a good gpa. i noticed my gpa if plotted on a graph is just like the stock/forex market. i have a demo on paint. HAHA. *note, there is still alot of room above the graph. hahaha..


past two days been at the student leader seminar. loft was good. hot showers and conditioned rooms. and there is a bed. yeah. for each of us.

timetabling was abit fucked up, had to do it in school because of the seminar. then the library computers are from LAG Inc. retarded. the no choice tio tf02. wed i end at 6 -___- monday and tues end at 4 and starts at 11,9,11 repectively. means i can wake up late. friday no change. good la, end at 1. IS must start at 1. heheh.

where the hell am i supposed to get 30 p points in my cca records?

Sunday, March 22, 2009

How to identify a stroke. Important. It might just save someone you love.

STROKE IDENTIFICATION:

During a BBQ, a friend stumbled and took a little fall - she assured everyone that she was fine (they offered to call paramedics) .she said she had just tripped over a brick because of her new shoes.

They got her cleaned up and got her a new plate of food. While she appeared a bit shaken up, Ingrid went about enjoying herself the rest of the evening

Ingrid's husband called later telling everyone that his wife had been taken to the hospital - (at 6:00 pm Ingrid passed away.) She had suffered a stroke at the BBQ. Had they known how to identify the signs of a stroke, perhaps Ingrid would be with us today. Some don't die. they end up in a helpless, hopeless condition instead.

It only takes a minute to read this...

A neurologist says that if he can get to a stroke victim within 3 hours he can totally reverse the effects of a stroke...totally. He said the trick was getting a stroke recognized, diagnosed, and then getting the patient medically cared for within 3 hours, which is tough.

RECOGNIZING A STROKE

Thank God for the sense to remember the '3' steps, STR . Read and Learn!

Sometimes symptoms of a stroke are difficult to identify. Unfortunately, the lack of awareness spells disaster. The stroke victim may suffer severe brain damage when people nearby fail to recognize the symptoms of a stroke.

Now doctors say a bystander can recognize a stroke by asking three simple questions:

S *Ask the individual to SMILE.

T *Ask the person to TALK and SPEAK A SIMPLE SENTENCE (Coherently)
(i.e. It is sunny out today)

R *Ask him or her to RAISE BOTH ARMS.

If he or she has trouble with ANY ONE of these tasks, call emergency number immediately and describe the symptoms to the dispatcher.


New Sign of a Stroke --- Stick out Your Tongue


NOTE: Another 'sign' of a stroke is this: Ask the person to 'stick' out his tongue.. If the tongue is 'crooked', if it goes to one side or the other,that is also an indication of a stroke.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

How to Wipe Your Mind Clean of Health Wisdom and Plug Yourself Back Into the Mainstream Matrix

this is something interesting which i want to share with my readers.

Natural News -

If you talk to many people about health, medications, toxic chemicals and food, you'll quickly come to realize that most people have very little knowledge of reality in these areas. And yet, ignorance is often bliss because these people can just wolf down a cheeseburger, get vaccine shots, drink fluoridated water and take all sorts of toxic chemical medications without even a hint of concern (that is, until a few years later when all the toxic build-up starts to kill them).

So as a public service to those individuals who might want to rid their minds of any knowledge of true health and live their lives as members of the ignorant masses (a la being "plugged back into the Matrix"), I've put together a mind wiping recipe that you can freely use to join the ranks of all the doctors, journalists, politicians and consumers who think there's nothing wrong with exposing yourself to an unlimited number of toxic chemicals from multiple sources.

Just follow these simple directions and your mind will be wiped clean in no time:

Step 1:

Stand in front of a mirror, with your hands placed calmly at your side.

Step 2:

Look into the reflection and focus on your own eyes. Take three deep breaths to eliminate any tension.

Step 3:

Repeat the following mantras three times each:

"America has the best health care in the world."

"The FDA is my friend."

"Synthetic chemicals are good for me."

"Pharmaceuticals are priced in a fair way that helps drug companies afford to find new cures."

"Food comes from factories, not dirt."

"Food and drug corporations are looking out for my best interests."

"Vaccines protect me from evil germs."

"Fluoride is good for me."

"If we all would just buy more products that donate money to the Susan G. Komen pink ribbon cancer research fund, a cure for cancer would be readily found. (The only reason cancer hasn't been cured yet is because not enough people go shopping.)"

"The more pharmaceuticals I take, the healthier I will get."

"The human body only needs calories, not nutrition, to survive."

"My genes are faulty and I was born deficient in patented chemicals. These chemical imbalances must be corrected through pharmaceutical intervention."

"The sun is my enemy. I must fear it at all times."

"Dead, cooked foods are nutritional equivalent to live foods."

"There is no such thing as a dangerous ingredient in personal care products. If chemicals were dangerous, the FDA would never allow them to be used."

"My purpose in life is to conform to the wishes of authority figures."

"The planet is able to absorb an unlimited amount of pollution from human activity. There is no cause for concern."

"Global warming is a hoax. Human activity has no effect on the climate."

"Man has conquered nature. We no longer need to concern ourselves with learning from or protecting nature. Whatever we need can be invented in a lab."

"The way to prosperity requires the use of genetically-modified foods and patented seed technologies controlled by caring, compassionate corporations like Monsanto."

"Pregnancy is a disease requiring immediate medical intervention. Childbirth is an unnatural and traumatic experience necessitating urgent hospital care."

"Drug ads are a good source of information about health."

"Doctors are well informed about how to stay healthy."

"Medical schools teach doctors how to care for fellow human beings."

"Medical journals print only reliable, scientifically-validated information that can be counted on to be true. It's peer-reviewed, after all."

"Any surgery suggested by a surgeon must be medically necessary; otherwise he would not have suggested it."

"The foods I choose to eat have no effect whatsoever on my health outcome. Sickness or health is determined solely by luck or genes."

Step 4:

Repeat these mantra until you have convinced yourself they are absolutely true. You now qualify to be a conventional doctor or a medical journal editor.

Step 5:

Now that your mind is wiped clean, turn on the television and refill the empty spaces in your brain with TV programming. Pay special attention to the commercials, which will provide valuable information that you can really trust!

Those are the five simple steps. You are now ready to rejoin mainstream society where you can eat meals with your family without any hesitation about what's actually in the food. You can now shop for cosmetics at Wal-Mart, or eat beef jerky purchased at a Quick-Mart. You can eat cheeseburgers and milkshakes. No more worries!

Plug yourself back into the Matrix, and live out the rest of your life in a comfortable state of ignorant bliss. You will find lots of support from family and friends, by the way, who will greatly enjoy watching you become just as obese and diseased as they are!


Saturday, March 14, 2009

today, i feel like blogging. but seriously. dont read it.

it takes two hands to clap. correct, except that the hand is grapping the ball and a plate.

the world is full of shit. life is full of shit. why am i having such pessimistic views?

because i have been let down by so many things, or occurrences.

complications.

firstly i live in singapore. that is not a good thing. i know that maybe being in a 'controlled' environment does not expose us to real stuff. like when life kicks you in the ass.
now we have the lower age limit of opening a stock trading account at 18 years. well, finally, some progress.

well, thats about it.

some people say that do what you want to do. but actually doing it will usually not allow you to live comfortably. why.
one day, when people achieve the greater understanding, there will be no demand for material. except for survivability.

ah this post is fucked up. my thinking is abit warped at this point. too much shit going on in the world.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

read this.

http://raysweb.net/poems/articles/tannen.html

hahaha. just for laughs.

Monday, March 9, 2009

oh. i am also known as a fish. -___- just discovered it. its a kind of surgeonfish. heh heh. im a doc.

Acanthurus triostegus = weilala

http://www.fishbase.org/ComNames/CommonNameSearchSpeciesList.cfm?CommonName=Weilala

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

hey, stop stalking my blog.

hahaha. everytime you come here, hoping to find something new. but you wont.

the truth is only the truth if everyone believes in it.

a lie will become the truth if everyone believes it.

a fake can be the original if more fakes are made based on it.

just some random thoughts.

love my bee.


Tuesday, February 24, 2009

But seduction isn’t making someone do what they don’t want to do. Seduction is enticing someone into doing what they secretly want to do already.

Monday, February 23, 2009

Credit Management Chapter 8

http://www.4shared.com/file/89076426/5c9030b4/Lt8std__-_Pro_n_Doc.html

Friday, February 20, 2009

My marriage age is 29.

How old are you going to be when you get married?

Put an X in every box that applies to you.

Add up all the x`s and title subject with the sum as "My marriage age is __."

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[ ] You own more than one credit card
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car
[ ] You do your own laundry
[ ] You vote every election
[x] You can cook for yourself
[x] You think politics are exciting
[x] You balance your own checkbook
[ ] Your parents have better things to say than your friends
Total: 4

[ ] You show up for school/college/work every day early.
[ ] You always carry a pen in your pocket/purse
[ ] You've never gotten a detention
[x] You have never smoked a cigarette
[x] You have never gotten completely trashed
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday at least once
[x] You like to take walks by yourself
[x] You've watched talk shows.
[x] You know what 'credibility' means without looking it up
[x] You drink coffee[caffiine] at least once a week.

Total: 6

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you do it.
[x] My parents trust me
[x] You can mow the lawn
[x] You can make adults laugh without being stupid
[x] You remember to water the plants
[x] You study when you have to
[ ] You pay attention at school/college
[ ] You remember to feed your pets

Total: 8

[x] You can spell 'experience' without looking it up.
[x] You work out on a regular basis.
[x] You clean up your own mess
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[ ] You have gained weight since middle/high school
[ ] The first thing you do when you wake up is get caffeine
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[ ] You can type quickly

Total: 5

[x] You have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party
[ ] You have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay
[x] Most of all your friends are older than you are
[x] You can say no to staying out all night
[x] You use the internet every day
[x] Your wardrobe hasn't changed in a while
[x] You can read a book and actually finish it

Total: 6

In all 29. If its counted correctly.

This is bullshit. hahaha.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

ive realised something. about how different married life is. on visiting my prospective sister in law, and helping her set up a wireless access point, i felt that being married, is a whole new ball game altogether.

you are definitely alot more lonely, which is not a problem for me. as i am very independent person who appreciates time alone. then you need to do chores. and deal with stuff which your significant other throws at you. married already what. HAHA, you can heck care already. what can you do man.

anyway i spent more than 6 hours trying to fix up the system. the reason? starhub tried to be funny. and for 2 hours plus, there was something wrong with the internet. and shit. it pissed me off.

and i think we need to get a place near a 24hour condom supplier like 7-11 next time.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

this is the link to my e-portfolio.HAH, life is about bullshit(ing). i'll probably change the template when i have the time. http://wxeportfolio.blogspot.com/

finally all projects done. just have to study for exams. woah this sem, i only have 3 papers. i feel very sin fu already. pardon my english.

all the best for your exams!

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

a long time coming

lately.

okay, first time I went to a muslim zhi char place... sort of like an al azhar and chinese zhi char mix. the food was quite good, and we had alot of crabs..! wow. daddy Howard keep giving me crabs to eat... haha. it was nice though. and there was no bandung dinosaur. HAHA. my prospective sis in law was there too. actually they were the ones who treated the reunion dinner.
then fter dinner, we went to geylang!! okay this was the tone which bee was in. haha, never see prostitudes before. it was virtually a sight seeing trip with fingers pointed in every direction. (if i was pointing my fingers, i wouldnt have made this observation. im a veteran in these operations too.)
so then i was sent home unwillingly. LOL, maybe not. yeah but i had a great time. lets go family outing again!

exams in 2 weeks. need to buy pens already /|\

after im done with my bcomm2 presentation, i will link my e-portfolio here. and maybe i might use the template... hah html so fun.
:)

Saturday, January 17, 2009

hmmm, no title i guess.

everyday kb for what sia. no dai ji also kb. there is always something to get angry about what. -.- i am actually quite happy, until everyday you get angry. kao. i seriously got no comments.

zai la, you got a black shirt. and i dont. mines white fyi.

okay enough of not typing usually.

i feel life would be much more appreaciated if the whole world stood still in the late 1960s or early 1970s. where there were no computers, cell phones, and efficient transportation and communication channels. we could do whatever we wanted without being slaves to technology. you look at the average teen today, without internet, mobile phones and stuff. equates to torture. which apparently i do not share any sentiments. i am okay with not using technology. walking home and stuff. whatever happened to the good old days of catching spiders, playing hide and seek, just being out in the open and doing just about anything under the sun. now. we need a reason to go out. now, parents care too much. psp(s)' i put the bracket because it would look wierd without it. handphones. ipods, laptops, nitendos and what else? this generation will breed incompetentcy, laziness, dependance.

wait a tick. is this the good life which you envision? being able to 'relax'. relax nowadays means doing nothing. last time it meant doing something which you enjoy, something which helps you relieve stress. or maybe the good life not usually understood till lived past it. for example, doing something fufilling. or maybe had a normal childhood. okay normal childhood is also very subjective. whether you want your kids to develop by themselves with abit of guidance here and there, so that maybe sometimes they can learn the hard way. OR maybe you want your kids to be theoretically aware. by which i mean knowing, but not learning it through the hard way. for example, telling your kid the iron is hot, and that he should never touch it. maybe even punishing him for even going near it. but will he ever know how hot the iron is or was? he would not know the degree of which, how telling him that the iron is hot will be able to compensate for his/her real experience of how hot the iron is?

maybe i will publish a book on a guide to life. like seriously.

i actually want to experience life without technology. like how i would date a girl. without smsing. I hate to talk stuff over sms/instant messaging. because i feel that it is rude, it does not convey the actual meaning/point. it might also lead to misunderstandings. i find love letters very romantic. not the chinese delicacy. a person can express his/her feelings within a written letter. how the words are written. the author's own handwriting. not comic sans or Times new roman or whatever. its so personalized. dont you guys agree? its a rhetorical question.

dead end. till next time.

oh ya i want to add. double standards are no good. seriously. you only hurt yourself. let it go. if you really love a person. you will let it go.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

thursday.

wa lannnnnnn.... ankle injured again. same one sommore. the stupid malay la. everytime is malay. wa lan. zam zam zam. so noob. i off form also can own you. then later the malay twin came to me and say" wa you every good ah. you play like van persie. but the face look like robben. " -___-
HAHA. im flattered when compared to van persie. because i like him alot and he is good. but i feel insulted when compared to robben. piece of shit.

no more playing for a month..... also good la, exams coming liao, no choice, cant play. Hahaha..

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

hang me(n)

the words are C O M F O R T and A S S U R E .

don't worry. i know them well.


-2311

Monday, January 5, 2009

random thoughts.

there are some things going on lately. such as people dying and stuff. it doesnt really affect you because you don't emphatise with them such as the dead citizens of sillypore. in where. oh the santika club. the mumbai terror attack where a young lady was killed. dude i was like yeah. whatever. such things happen. then when i saw the interview with the husband on channel 5 news, i wanted to cry. it was so saddening that this sort of thing happened. to this individual. maybe because it was her lifestage?... yeah she just got married a year earlier. poor husband. holy fucking shit. shit happens man. anyway i wish the husband all the best.

there was this comment that i read which commented (duh, it was a comment) that we should put things into perspective. maybe there was too much hype over this fellow dead singaporean. why? because she was a lawyer. maybe because she young and pretty. maybe because she was chinese. wait a tick. i'm being serious. maybe the last point isnt so important or relavent. but yeah i do agree with the commentator (he's called commentator because he commented). that if it were a older, poorer person with let say, with odd jobs. there wouldn't be as much publicity and hype, as i would put it.

maybe the majority of singaporeans ARE chinese. They are generally well-to-do, with more esteemed jobs higher up the social ladder. not saying that those lower ranked are not decent jobs. so thats why there is so much publicity and hype, because it relates to the majority of singaporeans.

someone told me once that jobs such as onion peelers, hawkers, taxi drivers etc are ______jobs. i forgot what the blank was. but yeah, it referred to being lower class. i was actually quite appalled by what the person had said. i mean, these are all decent jobs my friend, all these people are trying to make a living here, nothing to be ashamed off. unless you rob or steal or con for a living. these people are all trying to make ends meet, feed their families dude. respect.

someone else told me that education is not as important.(look here, there is an "as" in that sentence.) and that what matters in life is to do what you want, what makes you happy. and then he told me about his perspective on life. it was quite an insightful experience. never have i met anyone around my age as mature as this person.

what do i think of this year 2009?
uncertainties. with attachment. with not very good grades. hah..i'm aiming for the 4th uni in changi. be the pioneer batch.
economy wise. will be quite slow. inflation will fall. prices would be quite constant generally. dont listen to what the newspapers say.

resolutions
stand by my no breakup clause. its always not my idea to terminate the clause.
read 1 technical analysis book/ any forex theory book per week. although i would not achieve it. its a good unrealistic goal.
learn muay-thai this holiday. so i can beat up assholes who try to flirt with what's mine. and it also sounds better if you say this to other people,
"ooh, check my boyfriend out, he's good with football and fighting and protecting me, and he's good with his hands too with whatever that is attached to them."
than
"ooh, check my boyfriend out, he's good with football."

my train of thoughts suddenly stopped. later.



OH YAH. MY I&E EVENT. COME SUPPORT. HERE IS THE EMAIL CONTENT.

Hi all, We are going to give you some COLD HARD CASH!

Just come down to our booth at NP Orchard and look for the happy and satisfied people. Follow your ears.(we will explain this later)

This event is basically a series of random competitions. Each competition will only take just 5- 10 minutes of your time. ALL you have to do is just pay a small sum of S$1 as participation fee and stand a chance to win S$5 or more INSTANTLY. ITS THAT EASY.

Example of a competition: Person who can drink a can of coke the fastest WINS and he/she gets INSTANT CASH. (and you get a free coke too)

We support anti-crime, specifically, stealing and robbery. We provide YOU with the CASH, you don't have to go around stealing from old people or robbing from houses.

We will also have a DJ spinning some hard and pumping tracks for your entertainment. YOU seriously can't miss it.

9th January 2009
10am - 6pm
NP Orchard (outside co-op, near library)

Yours OH SO SINCERELY!

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Thursday, January 1, 2009

Happy 2009.

went for overnight cycling with friends. it was a great experience especially double biking baby around. hahaha... it was fun and i felt we bonded as a couple. yayy.