dang.

selfish is the in thing now. being selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish.

I HATE THIS NEED TO CONSIDER OTHER PEOPLE'S FEELINGS WHEN I MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS REGARDING MY LIFE -___-

yes, thats selfish. because you think the world revolves around you. NO it fucking doesn't. i can make you regret, but i won't, because i'm not self centered. and you think decisions that you make regarding your life only affects you? NO, it doesn't, again. unless you live in solitary confinement in a cave in africa.

But I'm just really unhappy that I cant go for the things I want to do without being selfish. WHY MUST I CONSIDERRRRRR?!?!?! NOOOO I WANT TO BE CAREFREE I DUN WANT TO BE TIED DOWN.

it depends on how you see it fool. you must decide if you choose this path. ask a salmon, and he'll tell you how he nearly beats himself to death just to reproduce every single fucking year. don't you think life would be easier if he just swam around in the sea, fishermising every female fish and having plankton for buffet? you cant have a home and wont if you want to be carefree. you can be cosmopolitan and live in every single city in the world, you wont feel a sense of belonging to anyone, just the perception of one, most likely just because you like the city. fooled by yourself. at the end of the day, it will always be a place where you grew up correct? and developed an emotional bond with that place. yes. same reasoning. full marks.

AND I'M SO PEKCHEK NOW COS I'M FUCKING TIRED AND I'VE TO DEAL WITH SUCH EMOTIONAL SHIT.

emotional shit is what you created out of selfishness and guilt. not my fault on this one. a friendly match is so much higher than me in fifa rankings.

That's why I say single is good, but why am I behaving as though I'm attached? SHITTTTT LAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. I hate myself. Really, eat shit and die.

because you are attached and you want the best of both worlds. so guess what? SOMEONE or part has to be the bad guy.

"but why am I behaving as though I'm attached?"

someone from NASA who has a doctorate in Rocket Science replied, "deep down you desire the feeling of being loved and attached, to someone you can emotionally lean and rely on. but your shallower superficial self thinks that being single is better. because its shallow and superficial. okay simply said, it doesnt understand the complexities of love."

damn good reply. professionalism and expertise at its peak.

I ALSO WANNA GO SUNTANNING. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. Okay, that's good and irritating whining. YAY.

too many Ys take the Y effect out of it. yes. i agree. the whining was very (i agreed on your point above).