random thoughts.

there are some things going on lately. such as people dying and stuff. it doesnt really affect you because you don't emphatise with them such as the dead citizens of sillypore. in where. oh the santika club. the mumbai terror attack where a young lady was killed. dude i was like yeah. whatever. such things happen. then when i saw the interview with the husband on channel 5 news, i wanted to cry. it was so saddening that this sort of thing happened. to this individual. maybe because it was her lifestage?... yeah she just got married a year earlier. poor husband. holy fucking shit. shit happens man. anyway i wish the husband all the best.

there was this comment that i read which commented (duh, it was a comment) that we should put things into perspective. maybe there was too much hype over this fellow dead singaporean. why? because she was a lawyer. maybe because she young and pretty. maybe because she was chinese. wait a tick. i'm being serious. maybe the last point isnt so important or relavent. but yeah i do agree with the commentator (he's called commentator because he commented). that if it were a older, poorer person with let say, with odd jobs. there wouldn't be as much publicity and hype, as i would put it.

maybe the majority of singaporeans ARE chinese. They are generally well-to-do, with more esteemed jobs higher up the social ladder. not saying that those lower ranked are not decent jobs. so thats why there is so much publicity and hype, because it relates to the majority of singaporeans.

someone told me once that jobs such as onion peelers, hawkers, taxi drivers etc are ______jobs. i forgot what the blank was. but yeah, it referred to being lower class. i was actually quite appalled by what the person had said. i mean, these are all decent jobs my friend, all these people are trying to make a living here, nothing to be ashamed off. unless you rob or steal or con for a living. these people are all trying to make ends meet, feed their families dude. respect.

someone else told me that education is not as important.(look here, there is an "as" in that sentence.) and that what matters in life is to do what you want, what makes you happy. and then he told me about his perspective on life. it was quite an insightful experience. never have i met anyone around my age as mature as this person.

what do i think of this year 2009?
uncertainties. with attachment. with not very good grades. hah..i'm aiming for the 4th uni in changi. be the pioneer batch.
economy wise. will be quite slow. inflation will fall. prices would be quite constant generally. dont listen to what the newspapers say.

resolutions
stand by my no breakup clause. its always not my idea to terminate the clause.
read 1 technical analysis book/ any forex theory book per week. although i would not achieve it. its a good unrealistic goal.
learn muay-thai this holiday. so i can beat up assholes who try to flirt with what's mine. and it also sounds better if you say this to other people,
"ooh, check my boyfriend out, he's good with football and fighting and protecting me, and he's good with his hands too with whatever that is attached to them."
than
"ooh, check my boyfriend out, he's good with football."

my train of thoughts suddenly stopped. later.



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