cupidity.
no its not the stupidity of stupid as it is for cupidity and cupid.
it is eager or excessive desire, especially for wealth; greed; avarice.
if its for love, it would be stuck in my head, or heart. or both.
and its such a cute word.

today was a slack day. why? cuz i had no sch. woke up to a message tone of which said there is no class because the tutor is sick, apparently had food poisoning. woah cool. felix got off his bus two stops away. lol. then went to play dota with him. then watched proposal. wa fuck damn nice. then cooked lunch. i had oats. and milk and minced pork and eggs and cheese and bread. then watched more proposal, almost going to finish the series already. then went for training. felix pangsehed me twice in a day. yeah. unbelievable.

my sacred white shirt that baby gave me turned pink. i was like wtfffffffff. i asked my mum. "its pink." "no, its not obvious." "but its pink!" "no really, its not obvious." i was like " But its really pink!" yeah if only she knew what that shirt meant to me. so i rewashed it. hope it would become unpink again.